The good, the bad, and Tamiflu

***Warning: This post is long. I have a hard time telling a story without telling the WHOLE story.***

So I am back, not 100% yet, but getting there. Now I am just trying to catch up on everything that was neglected while I was "gone." I still have a lot of cleaning to catch up on, but I have disinfected most of the common surfaces (doorknobs, countertops, tables, etc.) and I hoping that none of the rest of my family will catch this nasty virus. So far, my husband is in perfect health, but my daughter has had a runny nose and cough since Saturday. It has not progressed farther than that and we are hoping that is all she will get. I am not sure if it is her good immune system (she takes after her dad with that, he rarely gets sick) or if it is my efforts at trying not to spread it, but I am grateful either way.

I started feeling not right last Wednesday evening. My throat was itchy, and I started having a dry cough, but I thought little of it. Thursday morning I woke up and got in the shower and was overcome by nausea. This is normal for me though. I am pregnant and this pretty much happens everyday. I rarely throw up though, I just really really want to. After I got dressed, I threw up. I was actually happy that I did. Usually this means that I will feel better and that I will have a few hours break from the nausea. I still felt sick though.

I tried to go about my day as usual. I got my daughter out of bed, took care of the other little girl I babysit in the mornings and fed the dogs. Then I was throwing up again, and again. 'What is going on?' I thought. The only thing I could figure is that my cough was getting a little worse and that somehow it was triggering my gag reflex. I blamed it on the pregnancy and went and laid down. 

Around lunchtime, I started to realize that something was not right. I was supposed to go in the OB that afternoon, but I called and rescheduled it, still thinking that I just had a cold. Then the fever and the body aches began. My neck and back were the worst. The pain in my lower back was comparable to the beginnings of labor pain. I knew then that I had the flu. I called the OB back and asked them what they recommended. They recommended an urgent care clinic and my daughter and I left as soon as we could. Luckily the wait was very short ( I have heard that if you go during peak busy times, the wait can be hours). I saw the doctor within 20 minutes of arriving and he was very helpful. He gave me a prescription to Tamiflu and then also said that I was going to need some anti-nausea meds too (Zofran). I did not think much of that, I was just happy that I was getting Tamiflu so that I could make the pain stop.

I took the first dose as soon as I got home and was happy that my husband would be home in an hour or two. I laid down on the couch and put cartoons on to entertain my then very grumpy toddler (this all happened during her normal 3 hour naptime and it was too late at that point to put her down. As soon as my husband came home, I went to sleep. I have no idea how long I slept, but it felt good. When I woke up, I felt so much better. My fever was gone, the body aches were dulled and my headache was a lot better. Then I started throwing up again, and again. Finally I remembered about the Zofran and I took one. Within half an hour, the nausea was gone. I was actually hungry and ate for the first time that day, a piece of toast.

The next day was better. I was really tired and weak, but the Tamiflu really lessened the intensity of the symptoms and I also did not need the Zofran at all that day. My husband still had to work and I still had to take care of my daughter and that was hard. I thought about getting help, but I did not want to risk spreading it to anyone else. You are contagious for about 24 hours before you have any symptoms.

The weekend was a blur. I think I slept and watched TV most of it. I had no appetite, but I forced myself to eat. The main symptom I had then was a little stomach discomfort and just being tired and achy. Sunday night I could not sleep, the stomach ache was too intense. I finally tried to force down some saltines and that settled it enough to where I could sleep.

Monday the nausea came back along with the stomach pain and I took Zofran which allowed me eat and that helped with the stomach pain. At this point, I decided to do a little research on Tamiflu. The stomach pain was weird to me and did not make sense. I found a website that allows people to post about their experiences with drugs called askapatient.com. After reading quite a few of the reviews on Tamiflu, I realized that although really helps with flu symptoms, there are quite a few side effects that no one really tells you about.

According to the Tamiflu website:

Rare but serious skin reactions and allergic reactions have been reported. Stop taking TAMIFLU and call your doctor if you experience any of these reactions, as they could be very serious.


People with the flu, particularly children and adolescents, may be at an increased risk of self injury and confusion shortly after taking TAMIFLU and should be closely monitored for signs of unusual behavior. A healthcare professional should be contacted immediately if the patient taking TAMIFLU shows any signs of unusual behavior.

The most common side effects of TAMIFLU are mild to moderate nausea and vomiting. TAMIFLU is generally well tolerated.

The doctor at the clinic said nothing about these and neither did the pharmacist. I believe the doctor did know about at least the nausea though. That is why he gave me the prescription for the Zofran. He did not say why, but he said "you are going to need it."

From what I learned from the askapatient website, it seems that if you start to take the Tamiflu very soon after you start having symptoms, then it works a lot better. If you wait too long, then it does not work very well and all you are left with is side effects.

I believe that sometimes in health care, people are so desperate to get some sort of prescription from their doctor and that doctors want their patients to think that they are helping them that we fail to really think about the consequences of taking the prescription. There is a reason that Tamiflu is only available by prescription like all prescription drugs, there are dangers with them.

For me, the worst side effect was the stomach pain. I told my husband that it felt like how I imagine an ulcer to feel like. It felt like there was fire burning through my stomach and intestines. I also had some of the mental side effects, although not as bad as others have reported. It made me very emotional. I am already a little emotional because of the pregnancy, but the Tamiflu really seemed to intensify it. I was crying a lot and I could not control it. I was really embarrassed about it until I figured out what was happening.

A lot of people have reported other symptoms like headaches, neck and back aches, loss of appetite, inability to sleep, nose bleeds, paranoia, confusion, diarrhea, vomiting, night terrors, anxiety, irritability, dizziness, and shakiness. For some people, the side effects outweighed the benefits of taking it and they stopped taking the Tamiflu.  

I personally am glad that I took it. Being pregnant, my immune system is not 100% (or else my body would try to kill the "parasite" that is inside my uterus at the moment). I was not willing to risk my body not being able to fight off the flu virus sufficiently enough that my baby would be in danger. Also, being pregnant, I am limited as to what over-the-counter medications I can take. Being in the first trimester, this is particularly important, and I try to not take any medications, apart from Tylenol. If I were not pregnant, I probably would not have taken the Tamiflu. I think I would have gotten some Nyquil or sudafed and just knocked myself out with those over-the-counter medications. Yesterday morning, I took my last dose of the Tamiflu and I haven't had any trouble with stomach pain since yesterday evening.

In conclusion, never blindly just take any medication your doctor prescribes to you. Ask about the risks vs. the benefits. The best medication for almost anyone with the flu or even a cold is rest and plenty of liquids. Do your own research, but remember that not everything on the internet is true. People who have extreme views or feelings about something are more likely to talk about it. For most people, Tamiflu works great and the side effects are minimal, but everyone is different and some people cannot handle it as well as others. I hope my experience can help you make the best decision for you and your family.